When you get to a place in your life when you have expectations and they’re not realized you have a choice. You can sit around and complain where you can make your life work.
If you believe that there are no accidents in life the main choice is this. you can believe that God is out to get you or you can believe that you were being guided to the path of your destiny.
I choose the latter. I recognize that the current challenges are very very difficult and I would share them if I could but that would be imprudent at this time. suffice it to say it will take all the energy and faith that I have to move forward yet I must.